Book Description
As my friend the heroin addict says, "You're only
as sick as your secrets."
Emily Colas -- young, intelligent, well-educated wife and
mother of two -- had a secret that was getting in the way of
certain activities. Like touching people. Having a normal
relationship with her husband. Socializing. Getting a job.
Eating out. Like leaving the house. Soon there was no
interval in her life when she was not
just checking
This raw, darkly comic series of astonishing vignettes is
Emily Colas' achingly honest chronicle of her twisted journey
through the obsessive-compulsive disorder that came to
dominate her world. In the beginning it was germs and food.
By the time she faced the fact that she was really
"losing it," Colas had become a slave to her own
"hobbies" -- from the daily hair cutting to
incessant inspections of her children's clothing for
bloodstains.
A shocking, hilarious, enormously appealing account of a
young woman struggling to gain control of her life, this is
Emily Colas' exposé of a soul tormented, but balanced by a
buoyance of spirit and a piercing sense of humor that may be
her saving grace.